FUISHHHH !

I dun noe what to do.

im having back the thoughts of doing it again :/

I seriously, dun know, who am i now ?

Like i dun even know my self.

It is not me. I know, my own stand. for now. I need youuu. that is all matter's.

Al this while, i waited. But, Now, i just can't get you out of my mind.

Im not doing this ,just to get youu.Or trying to prove my love or whatsoever, Just -i cound't take it anymore. frustated about this, i swear to GOD, my love is pure and im not gonna give up in this.But i swear, ILOVEYOUUU ! That is what matters.

you might be showing me sympathy now. But, one day, you willl realize all this and look back and think, oh, man, that girl had really loved me.

You thought, it wasn't serious. BUT 9 MONTHS OF HELLL ! Two months, without a reply.dying every second of it.

Im not gonna give you preasure anymore. now, it's ur turn , to say something about it.

I care about anyone who means a lot to me. YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME.

I swear, I won't be troubling you anymore. if i was :/

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUUUU , *mark my words*

You are worth to die. You are like a precious gem to me. IM NOT GONNA LOSE YOU OVER :/

Hurting myself wasn't a good idea.

Living in this world, I DUN GAIN ANYTHING SO FAR .

BUT, JESUS, PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGHT AND FILL ME WITH YOUR LOVE.

BLESS ME AND GUIDE ME :)

*ship*

AWESOME PEOPLE around ME !

CHARLAINE !

myawesomebestfriend :)

She's always there to make me happy all the time, no matter what situation i am in.

another person in my life, who means a lot to me :)

LOVE'S :)

She's smart, pretty :)

awesome best friend ever ! :)

SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHO TREATS WELL ENOUGH FOR THE WAY I AM.

ILOVEYOUU :)

~Signing OFF :)

JUNE 2 ND :D

Today, I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING !
I JUST WANNA LAY IN MY BED !

:)

Seriously, Im bored. Holidays so far is killingg me :/
Only entertainer is , Facebook, Blogg, Youtube, Skype.
and,and, Sharmini -myawesomeprettysister :)
My FRENS :)
'HIM'
'And so onn :)

Next week-goingg KAAAYYYYYHEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! :)
CAN'T WAITTT !
:)

DEAD AND GONE-Blog-

Sorry,readers :)

Been 6 months, i haven't updatedmy dead and gone blog of mine here. it's LAME FOR NOW.
to many to update yaw :)

btw : 28/5/2011 was awesome.
Was in charlaine's house.
had some crazy time together after such a long time. awesome get-togther.

never gonna belive .
we watched two horror movies and den, i dun have voice to talk edy :/
damn ! too much of shouting yesterdayh. I LOVE YOU YUKI, NITA, ARUHVI AND CHARL :)




it was awesome, having a walk around first garden. *windy*
plus, with friends. you know wat i meann.

and.

IHAVETHEMOSTAWESOMEBESTFREINDTHATIEVERHAD :)

It's charlaine.
She gave us whole house to us , for messing it up :)

LOVE YOU AT LOT BESTIE OF MINE :)

And, Holidays is here babeyhhh.
i realy dunno what do to.
homeworks stack up like a mountain :/
ishhhh. DAMNNNNN !


btw : that's all for now.
SICK ON THIS LOVELY SUNDAY EVENING. DAMMMIT ! :)

Love -Shiphrahh

HOLIDAYSSS

HOLIDAYSSS?

DRIVING ME GOO CRAZZZYY. CRAZZZYY.

I WISH I WAS IN SCHOOL.

AT LEAST SOMETHING BETTER TO DO LIKE GOSSIPING WITH CHARLAINE.

I MISSSMYYYFRENSSSTOO.

ESCPECILAAY CHARLAINE.

NO TALK TALK AT ALL.

BOREDNESS IS KILLING ME.

PARENTS ARE BACK.

SO. FAIR ENUFF TO BRING ME GO SHOPPING SHOPPING . AND KL-INGG :)

then, GO Aunty's house. and can seeeee YOUUUU. :)

Can't wait for tommrow . Kl. meeee. and and.

watch appalam that day with my sister. :)

had funn. then pergi pasar malam.

then balik rumah, watched another movie. heeee

I SERIOULSY NEED TO GET A LIFEEEE.

I'M TOTTALY BORED.

you noe kan what i mean here.

and and.

SHIPHRAH

IS SIGNING OFF :)

me BORED

I AM BORED :D

LIKE FREAKING BORED.

IM CRAZY.

YEA, YOU CAN SEE IT.
GOSH.

I HATE SCHOOLING.
AND.
HOLIDAYS ARE COMING
KL HERE I COME.

LOVE YOUU

Do i need people like you? no, i dun.

I LOVE MYSELF, MOST OF AL.. I LOVE JESUS CHRIST!

He cares for me and he is the best of all.
He is there when you need him and teaches you the best thing and helps you in troubles.
He is a loving God.

JESUS MY SAVIOUR!

He teaches me the rite stuff and keep my life gng with it/.
he noes what's the best.

Jesus, My love for you will never fade away. no matter what.

DEEEPAVALII :)

DEEEPAVALII WASSUPERLICIOUS AWEOSMEE.
WITH AWESOME PEOPLE IT IS ALWAYS AWESOME

omigosh, -FRIDAYY-

Woke up, eat, wat and eat agin, went CHARALINE'S HOUSE, partyy there. was super awesome.
was with Yuki, Juanita, & Charl.
and ate pizza. charl ordered. took photos, GOSSIP-INGGG , Video-ingg, and so on.
BEST DIWALI EVER!
Thank You, Awesome charlaine. BE AWESOME always :)

AND ATE again. and again.
soon the diwali day was over.

-SATURDAYY-
morn till fwingging noon.

NOTHING!
But nite, Party agin. but was in nisha's house. sel was there. had funn funnn. eat agin. took pics. played cards . [i was teribble]haha. :)

and then, balik rumah. talk to sisterr. gosiip sikit. sleepp and was ready 4 de next awesome day.
but it was. :)

had fun in aunty's house.
ate ther AGIN! :(

soon, me jadi balooonn !
haha.
and shiphrah
singing off.