I'm Not stupid (:

All this while. I waas stupid ! in everything in life.

I trusted Youu . Mainly YOUUU, And always will.

Nothing makes me hate you weyh.

I mean it. I know, I was a laughing stock to you'll . but nothings gonna change.

Eveything you did to me. After all this. all i can say is I STILL LOVE YOU. but it's doesn't make any change.

Maybe, I was really out of my mind .

But now, I know, what is real friendship is.

You guys make me feel better :)

-Charlaine

-sheerona

-Aruhvi :)

-fanna :D

-Yuki

-Nita

-G3

-Cecelia :)

Cause, all i know is. I never forget to smile when you guys are around me. you guys are the best.

I owe you guys big time.

Im gonna keep on smiling and smiling :)

nothings gonna change. they are gonna continue saying stuffs . i d c :)

cause, I know myself. Jesus Knows me.

I dun care what people think of me. cause i dun live for them.

I live for my self. Maybe, I was selfish enough. but now, I know, true colours of YOU :'(

But i still can't hate you :)

Tearsdrop on my guitar :)

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky ':)

*THIS SONG MAKES ME FEEL BETTER WHERELESE MAKES ME THINK ABOUT DE' PAST.

:) BUT I LOVE MYSELF . AND EVRYONE IN IT. AND YOU AS WELL. AND ALWAYS WILL DO.

I LOVE YOU .

-SHIPH (:

Before you say anything

I Have everything In life, I have my family. my sister and my brother.

My frens (: lovely aawesomee frens.

Classmates.especillay fannaaaa <3 sheerona

I have GOD :) TO SUPPORT ME.

IM HAPPY IT'S BECAUSE OF GOD AND MY FRENS,

I owe evryone much,

I love youu , my hunney's (:

frens like charlaine, aruhvi, sheer, nita ,g3 ,cecelia, yuki , Farhanah , niva and many many moree :)

i love you <3

thanks for making me feel back to normal :)

i owe you much.

take care.

<3 -shiph

PANDA

ILOVEYOU,PANDA :)

FUISHHHH !

I dun noe what to do.

im having back the thoughts of doing it again :/

I seriously, dun know, who am i now ?

Like i dun even know my self.

It is not me. I know, my own stand. for now. I need youuu. that is all matter's.

Al this while, i waited. But, Now, i just can't get you out of my mind.

Im not doing this ,just to get youu.Or trying to prove my love or whatsoever, Just -i cound't take it anymore. frustated about this, i swear to GOD, my love is pure and im not gonna give up in this.But i swear, ILOVEYOUUU ! That is what matters.

you might be showing me sympathy now. But, one day, you willl realize all this and look back and think, oh, man, that girl had really loved me.

You thought, it wasn't serious. BUT 9 MONTHS OF HELLL ! Two months, without a reply.dying every second of it.

Im not gonna give you preasure anymore. now, it's ur turn , to say something about it.

I care about anyone who means a lot to me. YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME.

I swear, I won't be troubling you anymore. if i was :/

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUUUU , *mark my words*

You are worth to die. You are like a precious gem to me. IM NOT GONNA LOSE YOU OVER :/

Hurting myself wasn't a good idea.

Living in this world, I DUN GAIN ANYTHING SO FAR .

BUT, JESUS, PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGHT AND FILL ME WITH YOUR LOVE.

BLESS ME AND GUIDE ME :)

*ship*

AWESOME PEOPLE around ME !

CHARLAINE !

myawesomebestfriend :)

She's always there to make me happy all the time, no matter what situation i am in.

another person in my life, who means a lot to me :)

LOVE'S :)

She's smart, pretty :)

awesome best friend ever ! :)

SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHO TREATS WELL ENOUGH FOR THE WAY I AM.

ILOVEYOUU :)

~Signing OFF :)

JUNE 2 ND :D

Today, I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING !
I JUST WANNA LAY IN MY BED !

:)

Seriously, Im bored. Holidays so far is killingg me :/
Only entertainer is , Facebook, Blogg, Youtube, Skype.
and,and, Sharmini -myawesomeprettysister :)
My FRENS :)
'HIM'
'And so onn :)

Next week-goingg KAAAYYYYYHEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! :)
CAN'T WAITTT !
:)